Mediocrity

Meh. I'm disappointed in myself.
I used to be better than this.
I used to be able to do anything.
I used to be the best.
Now.
Now I'm ordinary.
Mediocre.
Average.
I hate it.
Absolutely hate it.

And the worst thing is: I'm still not doing anything about it. I've lost my motivation. I hate wallowing in self-pity, yet I do nothing to make myself feel better. It's easier being miserable.

I hate this.