Overly Melodramatic

I can't believe how ridiculously teen angsty I am today. Overly melodramatic.
I cried.
I got angry.
I got over it.
I was alone a bit.
I started posting to a pro-ana forum.
What the hell??

I AM NOT anorexic. Do not want to be. I love my body, I know I am beautiful. So why am I doing this?

Support? Affirmation? The feeling of belonging?
I don't need this.
I don't want to get caught up in this.
Ugh.
I need to think.